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Requirements

I was fortunate to make it into town last night in just enough time to catch the last hour or so of the weekly men’s group that I’m a part of.  After being a part of this men’s group for over three years now, I’m still amazed at the honesty and genuineness that is felt and expressed with this group of guys.  These guys have helped me through some times in my life that could very well have been some dark days for me.  Because of their support, attentiveness and the fact that they care, those dark days were fairly easy to overcome.  Those days just ended up being little speed bumps in life that were not worth fretting over. 

During our Monday Night gatherings there are times I walk away with a little nugget that I can’t seem to shake the rest of the week.  Last evening was one of those gatherings.  One of the guys stated, “We require of others that which we are deficient in.” 

This statement hits home.  I have said something like this before to several people and very few people have even remotely acted like there could be some truth to it.  The majority of people I have said it to immediately say they disagree.  Here is the statement I’ve been using for the last few years:  “The things other people do that we dislike in them are usually the things that we do too, yet we don’t see ourselves as doing those things.”  Now, this might not be true for everyone, however I know it is true for me.

It is a daily, if not hourly, struggle to put myself in the other person’s shoes when I start down this path of self-righteousness.  It is much easier to see fault in someone else before we see it in ourselves, that’s an easy assessment.  However, I’m intrigued with (in my life) the fact that the things that irritate me the most about other people are the same things that I’m probably worse at than the person I’m irritated with.  It is as though I’m angry with myself so I’m going to find that same quality in someone else and take it out on them.  Pretty self-righteous, huh?

I dislike power-hungry people; but I like power.

I HATE gossip; but I feel as though I gossip.

I can’t stand it when people put themselves first; but I’m always first.

Little non-consequential details are not my thing; yet most stories I tell are riddled with little non-consequential details.

 

Funny thing, it looks like I’m the person I dislike.

It appears to me that there are two different paths for me to choose:   1) Change myself, or 2) Change the way I look at other people.

Or could I try to do both……

…running though my mind…

 

 

 

You never know who is listening

A few weeks ago I shared lunch with a friend, discussing issues and good news with each other. Even though we have only known each other for a few short months I feel a bond with him that is not going to be broken very easily.  Our discussion on this day focused much on God and how he’s working through our lives and how I personally have not always been able to do what I feel I’m called to do at times. Nothing particular…just talking.

About halfway through our conversation, a Women that had been eating lunch a table away from us now stood next to our table.  In tears she stated that she did not want us to think she was eavesdropping, but she could hear our conversation and wanted us to pray for her mental wellness.  I asked her to sit down with us; she refused (got to get back to work, she said). I asked her name; she refused to tell us. My friend and I both affirmed that we’d pray for her. We did not speak of it again during lunch, we went back to discussing the topics that brought us together.

I can not stop thinking about this woman and my response to her.  I made an attempt to connect with her by inviting her to sit with us and to find out her name, however that is where I stopped.

I could have let her know that my friend and I both care for her and that this thing (God) we’ve been talking about cares for her deeply as well. I could have walked her to her car and just been in her presence if only for a few minutes of her day. I don’t know what else there was to do.

I suppose what I’m struggling with is how at ease my friend was with prayer alone being enough, yet I’m wanting more than prayer for this woman. I’m wanting to be the hands and feet that help her out, not just the person that prays for her.

Part of me wants to be as at ease as my friend was (and still is) with praying for her and letting God hear our prayers.   Then another part of me wonders if this is the way prayer works.

Seeing that I have some tension here in regards to prayer, makes me wonder what I’m missing. 

Or maybe a better way to put it…….what else is there for me to discover about prayer……

 

…running through my mind…